Whitelotusmagic

Me the human, vacuums the apartment, goes shopping, cooks, eats, drinks, cleans the dishes, goes to the bathroom, showers or takes a bath, cleans the bathrooms, washes the laundry, feeds my cat, cleans his litter box, does gardening, goes to work, helps children growing, does Yin Yoga 1/week and Fitness 1/week, enjoys Sauna, brushes my teeth, goes to sleep, sometimes takes a vacation, procrastinates on paperwork and basically deals with life on a daily basis as a human should do, day in and day out. Me the Soul in the meantime is asking questions. When are the lessons as a human, mainly through the relationships I've had, Karma here, Karma there going to end? Spiritual Awakening can bring on an Awareness that distances the Soul from the reality of life as a human. I once heard once on "Next Level Soul" from Alex Ferrari, something like: it's difficult for us to wrap our brains around this Reality, once you really know what is truly going on in this virtual reality. Si...

I re-read my last blog and it didn't sound very friendly 🤭, I could feel my own annoyance with the realization, that I'm on a time limited journey through a 3D virtual reality. This slice of time that I took expressing these emotions shows only a small part of me however. I am actually very grateful for all that I have been able to experience in my lifetime: the good and the bad. At this point I'm just trying to make sense of it all, although I actually know it's about just returning to "Being" just being Me, a small spark of Source. And now I need to express with the whole of my Being my unmeasurable 😌 and eternal gratitude for my mother who passed in 1984. She helped me onto my spiritual journey from the other side in 2008 and she is the "Home" in my human heart ❤️ forever and always.