Emotions

 I had first planned to write a blog about "The Truth" and how it has little to do with this 3D reality that we are experiencing here on earth as human beings, but I've been side-tracked by an experience I had today on my way to pick up my daughter in Warnemünde, Germany. I live in Hamburg-Volksdorf, Germany, so I had an approximately 2 hour drive ahead of me.

The subject deals with our emotions. I'm proud to say, that I am very woo-woo and actually woo-woo isn't woo-woo at all, because hidden behind the term woo-woo is actually the divine "Truth" about our human nature of existence. A Soul shouldn't be labeled, soooo let's let go of the shame associated with saying that we are woo-woo and be proud, that we know and understand The Truth. The Truth that we are all Divine Souls and Beings at our core, having a human experience

In any case imagine that all the emotions we experience in a human lifetime are recorded in our so called Akashic records. So to get back to the experience or download 💻 I had while driving. The Autobahn was full of traffic so I detoured onto a country road that took me through the town of Ahrensburg, that I used to work in once.

As a former registered nurse I worked for a company that aided hmmm, "handicapped" (label), physically and mentally impaired children. Referring to my last Blog on Soul Pre-Birth Planning, imagine these children agreed to enter a human life despite the challenges of being mentally and physically impaired.

So as I go through my personal life it seems I enjoy taking and storing mental photographs of certain moments in my lifetime.

This is where I, in a given moment, store a mental picture of where I am, what I am doing and who is around me, including often, if I'm just by myself 😎. In this case I was driving past a school I used to work in, taking care of a group of handicapped children. I went back to images of moments around 7 years ago. We were taking an afternoon walk in a park with a group of kids. Farai a severely handicapped teenage boy could still throw a small ball back and forth with someone. When I used a baseball cap to catch the ball and throw it back he burst out in laughter. It was a magical moment because otherwise I had the task nursing Farai, since he is dependent on constant health care. I used to lift Farai's frail body onto a table to change his diapers. I honor greatly all caregivers who help people who can't live a normal life without the help and support of a health worker.

I have since then, transferred into the care of "normal" children at an elementary school, mostly pre-school and 1st grade. But to get to the point about our akashic records, it seems moments like this with the attached emotions are stored for eternity in our Consciousness both personal and collective.

I struggle with the fact however, that we are on a timeline between birth and death, learning from these experiences and emotions as if we were actresses and actors in a play. Now I can move on to the subject of my next blog about The Truth of this All.